I think it's about a boy who always strived for his fathers attention and wanted to fit in, but he gave up on it and isolated himself from society. He's at parties without friends and everyone thinks of him as a cold dude with no respect from anyone. Nonetheless he is introverted and shy, which makes him sick. He knows that he could have friends and act like a "normal" human, but his inner fight with himself is a battle he cannot win.
I think it's about a boy who always strived for his fathers attention and wanted to fit in, but he gave up on it and isolated himself from society. He's at parties without friends and everyone thinks of him as a cold dude with no respect from anyone. Nonetheless he is introverted and shy, which makes him sick. He knows that he could have friends and act like a "normal" human, but his inner fight with himself is a battle he cannot win.