This song I feel is about feeling like you're falling behind in life, she's feeling so lost and behind that she doesn't know who she is anymore, a shadow of her former self. She's going nonstop, long into the night in fact, and still can't catch up to the life she feels she's supposed to be living.
It reminds me of my health problems and how even though I'm in my early adult years I spend about 70% of my life on tending to those problems and preventing further problems instead of doing what I want and taking care of my education or anything. and while I'm doing these things I'm thinking 'why the fuck am I here, this isn't where I'm supposed to be at all'. I've dreampt about this situation as being in a race in fact. The nighttime imagery and running ties in perfectly to the kinda health problems I have, I keep odd hours and used to run for it. so anyways, I'll have this on repeat whenever I can for the next few years, very catchy.
This song I feel is about feeling like you're falling behind in life, she's feeling so lost and behind that she doesn't know who she is anymore, a shadow of her former self. She's going nonstop, long into the night in fact, and still can't catch up to the life she feels she's supposed to be living. It reminds me of my health problems and how even though I'm in my early adult years I spend about 70% of my life on tending to those problems and preventing further problems instead of doing what I want and taking care of my education or anything. and while I'm doing these things I'm thinking 'why the fuck am I here, this isn't where I'm supposed to be at all'. I've dreampt about this situation as being in a race in fact. The nighttime imagery and running ties in perfectly to the kinda health problems I have, I keep odd hours and used to run for it. so anyways, I'll have this on repeat whenever I can for the next few years, very catchy.