The Judas Kiss he is referring to is the fact that her silhouette in the dark betrays his true, suppressed feelings of love for her. I believe, he's been hiding ('hid myself from this') his love for this girl and the moment, mood and atmosphere they are in is just perfect--perfect enough to reveal how he truly feels for her.
The Judas Kiss he is referring to is the fact that her silhouette in the dark betrays his true, suppressed feelings of love for her. I believe, he's been hiding ('hid myself from this') his love for this girl and the moment, mood and atmosphere they are in is just perfect--perfect enough to reveal how he truly feels for her.