This song is about a guy that she's hooked up with on occasion, but she recognizes she's just playing him and feels badly about it. She goes back to him when it's convenient for her ("but i still kiss you when i want to"), but while always realizing it will never amount to anything. She feels bad she's treating him poorly even though he didn't do anything wrong.("you're innocent but somehow the object of my discontent") and the song is about how her regrets regarding: them hooking up. ("force myself busy and the diversion will prevail")
This song is about a guy that she's hooked up with on occasion, but she recognizes she's just playing him and feels badly about it. She goes back to him when it's convenient for her ("but i still kiss you when i want to"), but while always realizing it will never amount to anything. She feels bad she's treating him poorly even though he didn't do anything wrong.("you're innocent but somehow the object of my discontent") and the song is about how her regrets regarding: them hooking up. ("force myself busy and the diversion will prevail")