To me it sounds like, your making yourself up to looking nice for someone but they don't pay attention to you. They'll about to give up, and leave. They finally get there attention though after attempting to kill themself. And they'll trying to talk them out of trying again. But he/she doesn't want to live if that person they love doesn't return there feelings. They've been lonely and they had a chance at love, but the other person isn't showing any affection. But the other person also has problems of there own and think that they'd only just hurt them. So they both want to see each other but don't think there good enough.
To me it sounds like, your making yourself up to looking nice for someone but they don't pay attention to you. They'll about to give up, and leave. They finally get there attention though after attempting to kill themself. And they'll trying to talk them out of trying again. But he/she doesn't want to live if that person they love doesn't return there feelings. They've been lonely and they had a chance at love, but the other person isn't showing any affection. But the other person also has problems of there own and think that they'd only just hurt them. So they both want to see each other but don't think there good enough.
That's what I think... I'm probably wrong.