I interpret these lyrics as someone expressing regret for something awful they did in the past, and is growing to regret it and hate who they were bc of it.
Can't run away from love
If you cannot feel
meaning he wont allow himself to have feelings for someone bc he is unworthy of being loved
2.Feels like i'm torn apart
And I cannot bleed
Caught in the web we made
This just can't be real
this is portraying how the guilt has made them dead inside and they feel trapped in a nightmare
Can you feel this in your heart
Can you take it to your soul
I don't want you to pretend
I don't want to be alone
he is asking someone about his past and can they imagine how he feels. he doesn't want them to pretend its okay and he is afraid they will want nothing to do with him
4.I am so far away from gone
I just want to be here is saying he is beyond saving and doesn't expect ha;ppiness
5.Everyday
I live through this
Inside
I've changed- this is saying he feels guilt and shame everyday and that is his punishment and is no longer the type of person who does awful things
his biggest fear is being forced to solitude bc his past is so terrible ppl cannot forgive him
I interpret these lyrics as someone expressing regret for something awful they did in the past, and is growing to regret it and hate who they were bc of it.
2.Feels like i'm torn apart And I cannot bleed Caught in the web we made This just can't be real this is portraying how the guilt has made them dead inside and they feel trapped in a nightmare
4.I am so far away from gone I just want to be here is saying he is beyond saving and doesn't expect ha;ppiness
5.Everyday I live through this Inside I've changed- this is saying he feels guilt and shame everyday and that is his punishment and is no longer the type of person who does awful things
his biggest fear is being forced to solitude bc his past is so terrible ppl cannot forgive him