This song perfectly fits with what I'm feeling right now. It's been a year that I've been diagnosed with BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder) and MDD (Major Depressive Disorder). I've been struggling with this condition most of my life even before I went with a psychiatrist. Most of my relationships have been problematic but since I was diagnosed I couldn't even accept me (so I couldn't ask someone else to love me). Now I have a girlfriend that wants to be at my side in spite of all those things I can't control. Most of the time I don't get the reasons why she wants to be with me and I insist that she would be better off without me. If I had to write a song about my feelings I would come up with something like this song.
This song perfectly fits with what I'm feeling right now. It's been a year that I've been diagnosed with BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder) and MDD (Major Depressive Disorder). I've been struggling with this condition most of my life even before I went with a psychiatrist. Most of my relationships have been problematic but since I was diagnosed I couldn't even accept me (so I couldn't ask someone else to love me). Now I have a girlfriend that wants to be at my side in spite of all those things I can't control. Most of the time I don't get the reasons why she wants to be with me and I insist that she would be better off without me. If I had to write a song about my feelings I would come up with something like this song.