I don't need what I'm holding on to, but is that a good enough reason to leave this relationship? I wish I knew. I've recently come out of a 5 year relationship and I feel exactly like this. I could have stayed. My ex didn't understand. I'm going through changes even I don't understand. I'm not even sure what I want. I wish I knew.
The horrible thing is I've had brief romances with a couple of people since. And then I will escape, I'll never ever have to see another disappointed face, no one to please. Every now and then, it feels like, in all of the uni-verse, there is nobody for me.
I don't need what I'm holding on to, but is that a good enough reason to leave this relationship? I wish I knew. I've recently come out of a 5 year relationship and I feel exactly like this. I could have stayed. My ex didn't understand. I'm going through changes even I don't understand. I'm not even sure what I want. I wish I knew.
The horrible thing is I've had brief romances with a couple of people since. And then I will escape, I'll never ever have to see another disappointed face, no one to please. Every now and then, it feels like, in all of the uni-verse, there is nobody for me.