I could be reading way too far into this, but I think this is about a miscarriage stemming from an unwanted pregnancy (maybe stemming from an unwanted sexual experience in the first place).
The last bit is super interesting. "What happened to my life ... I should have taken it myself ... 'bloodless daughter bride'" seems to refer to the girl and the baby concurrently. I should have ended the pregnancy myself / I should have killed myself. Bloodless daughter bride = pregnant (ie: not menstruating) girl / a dead child who [would have been] born into the same abusive situation that lead to its conception.
I could be reading way too far into this, but I think this is about a miscarriage stemming from an unwanted pregnancy (maybe stemming from an unwanted sexual experience in the first place).
The last bit is super interesting. "What happened to my life ... I should have taken it myself ... 'bloodless daughter bride'" seems to refer to the girl and the baby concurrently. I should have ended the pregnancy myself / I should have killed myself. Bloodless daughter bride = pregnant (ie: not menstruating) girl / a dead child who [would have been] born into the same abusive situation that lead to its conception.
Just my take...