This song has meant something to me since the 90's. Brought up in an organized religion that I believed to be true, I felt that I had lost all hope in EVERYTHING I believed in. Or did I? So I tried again. But things just weren't adding up right.
I had just lost my best friend in a car accident (he was only 16), feeling lost, and incomplete for having him taken from me. I felt no desire to be here anymore. Followed shortly after, I was faced with what my thought of hell was (even tho brought up to believe there is no hell), I was raped. Following that, I left home and just lived out there, alone and hiding. From what? I don't know. I just had to leave everything and everyone. But then it,got only worse. Married the love of my life, right?? Nope. Married the one that did the beating, the cheating, and more beating.
I just didn't believe that this "truth" came from a loving God. From loving parents. From a loving organization. I guess I have more lives than a cat tho to be able to survive all that I did, so....
This song has meant something to me since the 90's. Brought up in an organized religion that I believed to be true, I felt that I had lost all hope in EVERYTHING I believed in. Or did I? So I tried again. But things just weren't adding up right. I had just lost my best friend in a car accident (he was only 16), feeling lost, and incomplete for having him taken from me. I felt no desire to be here anymore. Followed shortly after, I was faced with what my thought of hell was (even tho brought up to believe there is no hell), I was raped. Following that, I left home and just lived out there, alone and hiding. From what? I don't know. I just had to leave everything and everyone. But then it,got only worse. Married the love of my life, right?? Nope. Married the one that did the beating, the cheating, and more beating. I just didn't believe that this "truth" came from a loving God. From loving parents. From a loving organization. I guess I have more lives than a cat tho to be able to survive all that I did, so....
MAYBE NEXT TIME