Lyric discussion by walterw 

Kurt is admitting that he is gay even though married. His marriage is just a "beard" - a false show. He is apologizing to wife Courtney for making her think he was heterosexual.

You are either waaaay too old to be listening to Nirvana or are waaaay to young to have been about, listening to them in the day.

@what i hear is i'll take all the blame i was conceived for shame. Some born free as a bird. Choking on the ashes or her enemy. And all alone is all we are

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