i think this is about a man who loves a girl so much but he can't give her what he wants but he'll keep trying.
She just wants to be friends and that makes him angry. He has stained glass eyes meaning he's drunk and colorful tears meaning maybe he made himself bleed.
"She holds them down, while I destroy the world"
would mean she is his partner in crime and he knows that he's a bad, destructive person but he's working on being better for this one girl.
i think this is about a man who loves a girl so much but he can't give her what he wants but he'll keep trying. She just wants to be friends and that makes him angry. He has stained glass eyes meaning he's drunk and colorful tears meaning maybe he made himself bleed. "She holds them down, while I destroy the world" would mean she is his partner in crime and he knows that he's a bad, destructive person but he's working on being better for this one girl.