It sounds like the persons yearns to go to their grave, one forgotten and away from where people may see, but instead acknowledges nothing is going to feel fulfilling enough and goes on anyway. I think this person wants to live an in between life, just outside the crowd and around darkness, like they maybe feel more alive and empowered in misery..?
It sounds like the persons yearns to go to their grave, one forgotten and away from where people may see, but instead acknowledges nothing is going to feel fulfilling enough and goes on anyway. I think this person wants to live an in between life, just outside the crowd and around darkness, like they maybe feel more alive and empowered in misery..?
That's my interpretation.