Okay, so this song is one of my personal favourites because it's so relevant to my life, in the way I see it.
Basically, the person singing the song (or songwriter, or whatever you wanna call them :P ) feels as though they deserve abuse because they've done things that, in their eyes, are unforgiveable. Their want/longing/need for abuse has gotten to the point that it feels like it's cruel for people to not abuse them because they really do believe they deserve it. It's gotten to where they're literally begging people to hurt them because they feel so horrible without getting the punishment they think they deserve.
I'm not proud to say that I have actually done this before... I've told people "you can go ahead and hurt me, if you want" or even begged them to beat me to a pulp because I feel so horrible about what I've done and I feel like I should be abused and hated.
Yeah... that's basically a summarized version of my take on it ^^;
Okay, so this song is one of my personal favourites because it's so relevant to my life, in the way I see it. Basically, the person singing the song (or songwriter, or whatever you wanna call them :P ) feels as though they deserve abuse because they've done things that, in their eyes, are unforgiveable. Their want/longing/need for abuse has gotten to the point that it feels like it's cruel for people to not abuse them because they really do believe they deserve it. It's gotten to where they're literally begging people to hurt them because they feel so horrible without getting the punishment they think they deserve. I'm not proud to say that I have actually done this before... I've told people "you can go ahead and hurt me, if you want" or even begged them to beat me to a pulp because I feel so horrible about what I've done and I feel like I should be abused and hated. Yeah... that's basically a summarized version of my take on it ^^;