I think he is lying to himself here. Or maybe trying to convince himself her love leaves him cold by telling himself that. I think 'she' has hurt him and now he has trouble getting over her. First he imagines it's her trying to come back to him ("What are you doing here, have you lost your way?") while he convinces her ('himself') that she means nothing.
What am I doing here?
Is it something I've done?
If it's time for confession,
Then bring out the nun.
This is where he starts questioning his own love, but he does not want to confess yet ('first bring out the nun'). Then there's a lot he doesn't know and he just realised that he has forgotten to let go of her love.
So what I think is that basically, he loves her, she hurts/leaves him, he convinces himself he does not love her by telling himself (and her, in his head) that he doesn't. But then when thinking of it, he realises it's not really her but it's actually his love that still exists and that he has forgotten to let go of her.
I think he is lying to himself here. Or maybe trying to convince himself her love leaves him cold by telling himself that. I think 'she' has hurt him and now he has trouble getting over her. First he imagines it's her trying to come back to him ("What are you doing here, have you lost your way?") while he convinces her ('himself') that she means nothing.
What am I doing here? Is it something I've done? If it's time for confession, Then bring out the nun.
This is where he starts questioning his own love, but he does not want to confess yet ('first bring out the nun'). Then there's a lot he doesn't know and he just realised that he has forgotten to let go of her love.
So what I think is that basically, he loves her, she hurts/leaves him, he convinces himself he does not love her by telling himself (and her, in his head) that he doesn't. But then when thinking of it, he realises it's not really her but it's actually his love that still exists and that he has forgotten to let go of her.