It is someone depressed and questioning existence -- both his and God's. He is slowly dealing with depression. It is the depression healing process for those lucky enough not to need medicine or once meds take effect. First you realize hiding in your head from all the really heinous noise also blocks out little moments of beauty and meaning that happen in life all the time (a pure innocent noticing you and feeling joy). When you can finally see past your pain, then you have to determine if there is a bigger meaning. He thinks about stopping church and talking to God like He's there. Then as he thinks about it, he repeats it twice more until he's asserting it. Finally he reaches home, his responsibilities -- but the beautiful ones. The reasons he's going to keep going and tomorrow will be better. That's what I get from it.
It is someone depressed and questioning existence -- both his and God's. He is slowly dealing with depression. It is the depression healing process for those lucky enough not to need medicine or once meds take effect. First you realize hiding in your head from all the really heinous noise also blocks out little moments of beauty and meaning that happen in life all the time (a pure innocent noticing you and feeling joy). When you can finally see past your pain, then you have to determine if there is a bigger meaning. He thinks about stopping church and talking to God like He's there. Then as he thinks about it, he repeats it twice more until he's asserting it. Finally he reaches home, his responsibilities -- but the beautiful ones. The reasons he's going to keep going and tomorrow will be better. That's what I get from it.