I don't think it's intentional but this song could be interpreted as being about a murder-suicide. Originally I just thought insomnia and nightmares leading to a suicide "I don't know if in the morning I will be here" but I'll see if I can fit the murder in
Now, my only goal is to see
And I'm always fast asleep
It takes more than strength to find
This peace of mind
Either before or after the murder, he has difficulty finding "peace of mind". Also the idea of only wanting to be able to see when he's asleep. Either he's afraid of his life, of what he'll see when he's awake "fast asleep" representing peacefulness, innocence. Or he's contemplating suicide, he doesn't want to be awake anymore.
So I'll hold, hold, hold
Hold it close to my heart
Beating with every step
Hold, hold, hold it close
There's something which he is trying to keep hidden, holding it close to himself. Either his violent urges or some tortured psyche which later causes him to commit the crimes
He sleeps alone
He needs no army where he's headed
'Cause he knows
That they're just ghosts
And they can't hurt him if he can't see them, oh
And I may go
To places I have never been to
Just to find
The deepest desires in my mind
The first part of the chorus definitely fits in, in a weird way. If you believe in any gods then generally doing something dreadful (in this case, murder) causes you to be punished in an afterlife. The dead "he" "needs no army" because he has done nothing wrong, he is innocent. "Where he's going", the afterlife isn't frightening to him because he'll end up in heaven (or your equivalent). The narrator, on the other hand, needs an "army" because he is going to be punished. The "ghosts", either the family of the dead "he", or demons will punish him for his crime of murder.
The second part is harder to fit, possibly this occurred before the murder. The "deepest desires" was his violent urges
We, we only know what we see
'Cause we're always fast asleep
Is it so hard not to believe
That we'll never know
Perhaps this is the people who will find them, they'll "never know" why the murder-suicide took place. They're reluctant to accept the truth or keep searching for some meaning behind the action.
Either way I integrate this I can't help but see this verse as a filler
Oh, hold, hold, hold
Hold me close
I've never been this far from home
Hold, hold, hold me close
Is he regretting what he's just done? Is he scared, terrified or the implications? Is he even requesting for the dead to hold him close?
If we consider this as purely a song about insomnia, nightmares and fear then this is easy to interpret but if we take my darker ideas then this verse gets terrifying.
They're in my head
And I have said
That I must be like you now
Who sleeps alone
Who sleeps alone
And one last chance
To make sense
Of what has long escaped us
He sleeps alone
I sleep alone
There we go then, he's tortured by his actions, dreams, inner conscience and guilt. He decides he is going to have to "be like him", the dead one, he decides he must kill himself. Perhaps he believes that death will bring "sense", will bring answers and peace to his clearly broken mind.
And I don't know if in the morning I will be here
And if so
Let it be known
That I was worthy, I was worthy, I was worthy, I was
Either this is set before the murder and he doesn't know if the "him" that people know, the sane, normal him will be there. He doesn't know if he's going to become dangerous and do something horrible
Or it is afterwards, he's going to kill himself and he won't be there for the simple reason that he will be dead. The fact that he was "worthy" is difficult to fit in with a murder-suicide. But if we take it as simply someone driven to suicide then they are easily "worthy" because they haven't done owt wrong
All in all it is a brilliant and wonderful song, I love the manic drumming
I don't think it's intentional but this song could be interpreted as being about a murder-suicide. Originally I just thought insomnia and nightmares leading to a suicide "I don't know if in the morning I will be here" but I'll see if I can fit the murder in
Now, my only goal is to see And I'm always fast asleep It takes more than strength to find This peace of mind Either before or after the murder, he has difficulty finding "peace of mind". Also the idea of only wanting to be able to see when he's asleep. Either he's afraid of his life, of what he'll see when he's awake "fast asleep" representing peacefulness, innocence. Or he's contemplating suicide, he doesn't want to be awake anymore.
So I'll hold, hold, hold Hold it close to my heart Beating with every step Hold, hold, hold it close There's something which he is trying to keep hidden, holding it close to himself. Either his violent urges or some tortured psyche which later causes him to commit the crimes
He sleeps alone He needs no army where he's headed 'Cause he knows That they're just ghosts And they can't hurt him if he can't see them, oh And I may go To places I have never been to Just to find The deepest desires in my mind The first part of the chorus definitely fits in, in a weird way. If you believe in any gods then generally doing something dreadful (in this case, murder) causes you to be punished in an afterlife. The dead "he" "needs no army" because he has done nothing wrong, he is innocent. "Where he's going", the afterlife isn't frightening to him because he'll end up in heaven (or your equivalent). The narrator, on the other hand, needs an "army" because he is going to be punished. The "ghosts", either the family of the dead "he", or demons will punish him for his crime of murder. The second part is harder to fit, possibly this occurred before the murder. The "deepest desires" was his violent urges
We, we only know what we see 'Cause we're always fast asleep Is it so hard not to believe That we'll never know Perhaps this is the people who will find them, they'll "never know" why the murder-suicide took place. They're reluctant to accept the truth or keep searching for some meaning behind the action. Either way I integrate this I can't help but see this verse as a filler
Oh, hold, hold, hold Hold me close I've never been this far from home Hold, hold, hold me close Is he regretting what he's just done? Is he scared, terrified or the implications? Is he even requesting for the dead to hold him close? If we consider this as purely a song about insomnia, nightmares and fear then this is easy to interpret but if we take my darker ideas then this verse gets terrifying.
They're in my head And I have said That I must be like you now Who sleeps alone Who sleeps alone And one last chance To make sense Of what has long escaped us He sleeps alone I sleep alone There we go then, he's tortured by his actions, dreams, inner conscience and guilt. He decides he is going to have to "be like him", the dead one, he decides he must kill himself. Perhaps he believes that death will bring "sense", will bring answers and peace to his clearly broken mind.
And I don't know if in the morning I will be here And if so Let it be known That I was worthy, I was worthy, I was worthy, I was Either this is set before the murder and he doesn't know if the "him" that people know, the sane, normal him will be there. He doesn't know if he's going to become dangerous and do something horrible Or it is afterwards, he's going to kill himself and he won't be there for the simple reason that he will be dead. The fact that he was "worthy" is difficult to fit in with a murder-suicide. But if we take it as simply someone driven to suicide then they are easily "worthy" because they haven't done owt wrong
All in all it is a brilliant and wonderful song, I love the manic drumming