When your ego has been destroyed and everything you thought was important is no longer so, you should follow love to get back to reality and a stable existence. See J Campbell and the hero's journey. Being a cause of 9 deaths sure takes your ego down a notch, possibly all the way down.
When your ego has been destroyed and everything you thought was important is no longer so, you should follow love to get back to reality and a stable existence. See J Campbell and the hero's journey. Being a cause of 9 deaths sure takes your ego down a notch, possibly all the way down.