I asked one of my friends about this song, and she said it sounded like someone wanting to commit suicide. I listened to this after that, I was convinced that she was right. I'm 15 years old, and I'm going through depression. It seems so bad right now that I just want it all to end. Everyday I struggle with the urge to commit suicide, and I actually have attempted suicide. This is definitely different than typical suicides, but I'll share it anyway. I took a pair of my drumsticks (I'm a drummer), and than I held them up against my neck trying to cut of my air supply. I didn't succeed of course, but I still feel the desire to die because I just wanna die. My friends have told that they won't let that happen, and I'm counting on that. Great song!! Describes my life perfectly!!
hey caps fan ya wanna know why you were not successful with those diumsticks? It's cause you are needed somewhere. Most likely you will be needed by someone rthat has more pain than you have right now. Even though we all know that the pain we have, our personal pain isd so horrible, so painful that no one could ever imagine how bad it is unless we are inside your head with you. You are not alone our suffering is bad real bad and no one knows like those that are suffering ffrom that pain. ...
hey caps fan ya wanna know why you were not successful with those diumsticks? It's cause you are needed somewhere. Most likely you will be needed by someone rthat has more pain than you have right now. Even though we all know that the pain we have, our personal pain isd so horrible, so painful that no one could ever imagine how bad it is unless we are inside your head with you. You are not alone our suffering is bad real bad and no one knows like those that are suffering ffrom that pain. Don't do anything until you find that purpose that you are destined to fill. You are here for another reason that's bigger than all of us. Here is one more thing to look at. from a different perspective. My older brother meant everything in the world to me. we were insepartable and one morning I went to his house and found him there on the floor. blood everywhere. That was 24 years ago and I still feel his pain and mine for leaving me. i hated him for leaving me. Our mother and father almost never recovered. friends that he touched were sick with grief. He left behind a trail of misery and grief that hasn't ended for some still. So whenever you get that thought and you think no one gives a shit think about what I am saying. I've had the gun in my hand a 100 times and I would look at it and then think how lonley and sad and hurt I felt when he left me don't do that to them and yourself.. I would like to chat with you and give you something that might help you to start the healing process cuz there is something waiting for you here in this life. i will tell you more if you want to talk to me. I was happy to hear you have friends that are willing to get your back and watch you in times of need. Use those friends anytime you need to talk. I will give you my email addy if you want to talk. I can help...peace!
@Capsfan26
For starters, FUCK Mitch42858, or whatever he calls himself! What kind of CRETIN says something like he did?!?!?
Moving on: YOU ARE LOVED...and I’m telling you, there are a LOT of people out there who HAVE BEEN where you are, at least in some form. And, like ME...whenever we hear of a suicide, it hits us like the absolute heartbreaking tragedy that it is. Dude...you literally have an ARMY OF SUPPORTERS in this world...you just don’t know it...that ARMY is people like me, and MANY MANY others who, if given the opportunity, would travel across the continent,...
@Capsfan26
For starters, FUCK Mitch42858, or whatever he calls himself! What kind of CRETIN says something like he did?!?!?
Moving on: YOU ARE LOVED...and I’m telling you, there are a LOT of people out there who HAVE BEEN where you are, at least in some form. And, like ME...whenever we hear of a suicide, it hits us like the absolute heartbreaking tragedy that it is. Dude...you literally have an ARMY OF SUPPORTERS in this world...you just don’t know it...that ARMY is people like me, and MANY MANY others who, if given the opportunity, would travel across the continent, to BE WITH YOU, HELPING you make it through the pain. And letting you know you are loved!
@Capsfan26 3 short yrs ago I almost every part of life in a seemingly perfect order. And then in the snap of your fingers that all changed for ever. The woman I love has pushed me away, my baby brother couldn\'t handle the things he did over seas, and ended his suffering. Devastating all of us left in his wake, including his wife and young children. I was in a debilitating accident and have been left destitute. I left all of the people I used to believe were my close friends behind, and have struggled to rebuild what I used...
@Capsfan26 3 short yrs ago I almost every part of life in a seemingly perfect order. And then in the snap of your fingers that all changed for ever. The woman I love has pushed me away, my baby brother couldn\'t handle the things he did over seas, and ended his suffering. Devastating all of us left in his wake, including his wife and young children. I was in a debilitating accident and have been left destitute. I left all of the people I used to believe were my close friends behind, and have struggled to rebuild what I used to possess. Piece of mind, comfort and build true friendship. The pain and loneliness come back in horrific waves. At times it seems unbearable,but much like I discovered after the wreck, there are other people that make my suffering seem miniscule. Much like those people being put in my path stopped me when I was bed ridden, alone, bitter, and angry at the world, I now have a puppy that requires my love to survive and some days thats the only thing that keeps me strong enough to wake up and push forward! The previous commenter is correct, you have a much bigger purpose and you need to discover and share it with the world! You are important and far to young to steal your gifts from the rest of us!!\r\n I too play the drums, and its at times a curse to be so musically influenced. I have to change genre\'s so the lyrics can help me to fight!!! (That and Bella\'s unconditional love!!!)
I asked one of my friends about this song, and she said it sounded like someone wanting to commit suicide. I listened to this after that, I was convinced that she was right. I'm 15 years old, and I'm going through depression. It seems so bad right now that I just want it all to end. Everyday I struggle with the urge to commit suicide, and I actually have attempted suicide. This is definitely different than typical suicides, but I'll share it anyway. I took a pair of my drumsticks (I'm a drummer), and than I held them up against my neck trying to cut of my air supply. I didn't succeed of course, but I still feel the desire to die because I just wanna die. My friends have told that they won't let that happen, and I'm counting on that. Great song!! Describes my life perfectly!!
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hey caps fan ya wanna know why you were not successful with those diumsticks? It's cause you are needed somewhere. Most likely you will be needed by someone rthat has more pain than you have right now. Even though we all know that the pain we have, our personal pain isd so horrible, so painful that no one could ever imagine how bad it is unless we are inside your head with you. You are not alone our suffering is bad real bad and no one knows like those that are suffering ffrom that pain. ...
hey caps fan ya wanna know why you were not successful with those diumsticks? It's cause you are needed somewhere. Most likely you will be needed by someone rthat has more pain than you have right now. Even though we all know that the pain we have, our personal pain isd so horrible, so painful that no one could ever imagine how bad it is unless we are inside your head with you. You are not alone our suffering is bad real bad and no one knows like those that are suffering ffrom that pain. Don't do anything until you find that purpose that you are destined to fill. You are here for another reason that's bigger than all of us. Here is one more thing to look at. from a different perspective. My older brother meant everything in the world to me. we were insepartable and one morning I went to his house and found him there on the floor. blood everywhere. That was 24 years ago and I still feel his pain and mine for leaving me. i hated him for leaving me. Our mother and father almost never recovered. friends that he touched were sick with grief. He left behind a trail of misery and grief that hasn't ended for some still. So whenever you get that thought and you think no one gives a shit think about what I am saying. I've had the gun in my hand a 100 times and I would look at it and then think how lonley and sad and hurt I felt when he left me don't do that to them and yourself.. I would like to chat with you and give you something that might help you to start the healing process cuz there is something waiting for you here in this life. i will tell you more if you want to talk to me. I was happy to hear you have friends that are willing to get your back and watch you in times of need. Use those friends anytime you need to talk. I will give you my email addy if you want to talk. I can help...peace!
@Capsfan26 For starters, FUCK Mitch42858, or whatever he calls himself! What kind of CRETIN says something like he did?!?!? Moving on: YOU ARE LOVED...and I’m telling you, there are a LOT of people out there who HAVE BEEN where you are, at least in some form. And, like ME...whenever we hear of a suicide, it hits us like the absolute heartbreaking tragedy that it is. Dude...you literally have an ARMY OF SUPPORTERS in this world...you just don’t know it...that ARMY is people like me, and MANY MANY others who, if given the opportunity, would travel across the continent,...
@Capsfan26 For starters, FUCK Mitch42858, or whatever he calls himself! What kind of CRETIN says something like he did?!?!?
Moving on: YOU ARE LOVED...and I’m telling you, there are a LOT of people out there who HAVE BEEN where you are, at least in some form. And, like ME...whenever we hear of a suicide, it hits us like the absolute heartbreaking tragedy that it is. Dude...you literally have an ARMY OF SUPPORTERS in this world...you just don’t know it...that ARMY is people like me, and MANY MANY others who, if given the opportunity, would travel across the continent, to BE WITH YOU, HELPING you make it through the pain. And letting you know you are loved!
@Capsfan26 3 short yrs ago I almost every part of life in a seemingly perfect order. And then in the snap of your fingers that all changed for ever. The woman I love has pushed me away, my baby brother couldn\'t handle the things he did over seas, and ended his suffering. Devastating all of us left in his wake, including his wife and young children. I was in a debilitating accident and have been left destitute. I left all of the people I used to believe were my close friends behind, and have struggled to rebuild what I used...
@Capsfan26 3 short yrs ago I almost every part of life in a seemingly perfect order. And then in the snap of your fingers that all changed for ever. The woman I love has pushed me away, my baby brother couldn\'t handle the things he did over seas, and ended his suffering. Devastating all of us left in his wake, including his wife and young children. I was in a debilitating accident and have been left destitute. I left all of the people I used to believe were my close friends behind, and have struggled to rebuild what I used to possess. Piece of mind, comfort and build true friendship. The pain and loneliness come back in horrific waves. At times it seems unbearable,but much like I discovered after the wreck, there are other people that make my suffering seem miniscule. Much like those people being put in my path stopped me when I was bed ridden, alone, bitter, and angry at the world, I now have a puppy that requires my love to survive and some days thats the only thing that keeps me strong enough to wake up and push forward! The previous commenter is correct, you have a much bigger purpose and you need to discover and share it with the world! You are important and far to young to steal your gifts from the rest of us!!\r\n I too play the drums, and its at times a curse to be so musically influenced. I have to change genre\'s so the lyrics can help me to fight!!! (That and Bella\'s unconditional love!!!)