He's pretty obviously talking about only really wanting to spend your time dreaming. He hates being awake because it's not nearly as good as a life that he could create in his head, in his dreams. However he also hates that he's sleeping away his entire life, wasting all of his time making up the life he wants instead of going after it in reality. Even as a logical human being, knowing that this is bad for him, he cannot help but always fall back into the bed, or daydream. It seems that he also feels safer dreaming during the daytime, because you are less reasonable and more fearful when you sleep, or just that this pattern of living makes you feel more childish.
He's pretty obviously talking about only really wanting to spend your time dreaming. He hates being awake because it's not nearly as good as a life that he could create in his head, in his dreams. However he also hates that he's sleeping away his entire life, wasting all of his time making up the life he wants instead of going after it in reality. Even as a logical human being, knowing that this is bad for him, he cannot help but always fall back into the bed, or daydream. It seems that he also feels safer dreaming during the daytime, because you are less reasonable and more fearful when you sleep, or just that this pattern of living makes you feel more childish.