It seems to me like this song is about a girl who's always been given 'second rate' love. Someone who just waits for love, and once she has love she's afraid of it because it's strange and new to her. It's strange and new to her because she been 'loved' so many times that she thinks that cheap love she's been given is actual love so she baffled by this true love. She's in such awe that someone could or would love her that she pushes afraid that it's a sham or trick in disguise, so she let him go.
It seems to me like this song is about a girl who's always been given 'second rate' love. Someone who just waits for love, and once she has love she's afraid of it because it's strange and new to her. It's strange and new to her because she been 'loved' so many times that she thinks that cheap love she's been given is actual love so she baffled by this true love. She's in such awe that someone could or would love her that she pushes afraid that it's a sham or trick in disguise, so she let him go.