i see this song through the perspective of someone who also has a lying problem. he is genuinely invested in this relationship but cant keep himself from lying, and is self-sabotaging himself in the process even though he means well.
i dont see "falling apart" as the relationship but as a self-analysis... kinda like im falling apart telling all these lies but now that i have told them i have to hold them up and so im going to keep lying... the never-ending hole that lies create.
there's something the lyricist is hiding and its more than just relationship doubts.. deep trauma that he doesnt want to fully disclose but just give "little clues" and hope the recipient understands. and she doesnt and he keeps lying to cover up the initial embarassment and ugliness that comes from initially bringing it up.
i dunno thats what i get from it. its less about the direct relationship between the lyricist and his romantic counterpart but more about his own personal demons that he tries to hint at but cant fully bring up to his counterpart and it kinda kills him inside so he keeps on lying
i see this song through the perspective of someone who also has a lying problem. he is genuinely invested in this relationship but cant keep himself from lying, and is self-sabotaging himself in the process even though he means well.
i dont see "falling apart" as the relationship but as a self-analysis... kinda like im falling apart telling all these lies but now that i have told them i have to hold them up and so im going to keep lying... the never-ending hole that lies create.
there's something the lyricist is hiding and its more than just relationship doubts.. deep trauma that he doesnt want to fully disclose but just give "little clues" and hope the recipient understands. and she doesnt and he keeps lying to cover up the initial embarassment and ugliness that comes from initially bringing it up.
i dunno thats what i get from it. its less about the direct relationship between the lyricist and his romantic counterpart but more about his own personal demons that he tries to hint at but cant fully bring up to his counterpart and it kinda kills him inside so he keeps on lying