Spank

-This is one of my favorite songs and I feel like what I hear is exactly what I would write if I were writing a song about withdrawal, therefore, I'm putting down the lyrics as I hear them, pertaining to opiate withdrawal:

I don't remember the first time but I think I survived Probably better not to try to wake up Cuz it feeds again Keeps it alive

There are specific things That I have to do Day to day, just to keep it at bay You wouldn't believe if you knew

(oh, no, this isn't real)

Here's a little secret Here's the best part This is gonna take me, right back to the start If I can cure it If its set in mind Wait until it settles Come down a second time

I don't remember the first time but I think I survived Probably better not to try to wake up Cuz it feeds again Keeps it alive

(oh, no, this isn't real)

Here's a little secret Here's the best part This is gonna take me Right back to the start If I can cure it If its set in mind Wait until it settles Come down a second time

I can feel it loom Up into my head It is in the room I'm panicking in bed I feel it coming on Taking overview Oh please, not tonight There's nothing I can do

This is bigger than me This is in my fear This is pitiful I just disappear Swears falling from me Swallowed up inside Sell my senses if it Would make this subside

I can barely handle I can pass the time Staring through the curtains Up into the sky Where there is no depth perception Keep me occupied Self-deception

Nobody recognizes It doesn't have a name My brother is infected He's acting just the same Screaming like a siren Up and down the halls He just wants to stop it He wants to end it all

I am just a child I am nothing more Than the basic functions I am running from I could run a mile My distortion Everything is Disproportioned