A girl who ends up in an Asylum, so other people are weeping and she doesn't want to hear cries because she is sad and does not want to be sad.
She wants her mom to take her away from the asylum because she is terrified.
She thinks she is dreaming this but she can't wake up from the nightmare. Her mom failed to protect her from the asylum. The asylum took her faith that she will get out and she won't let it do that again. Then she escaped from the asylum and attempts suicide. And maybe she prayed to die. But she doesn't die because she realizes suicide isn't the answer.. So she prayed for forgiveness. And the police find her and take her back to the asylum. She attempts suicide again and dies. She wants to be forgiven for killing herself so she can escape the nightmare. But she still isn't answered and not safe.
Maybe St. John by We Are The Fallen is about
She wants her mom to take her away from the asylum because she is terrified. She thinks she is dreaming this but she can't wake up from the nightmare. Her mom failed to protect her from the asylum. The asylum took her faith that she will get out and she won't let it do that again. Then she escaped from the asylum and attempts suicide. And maybe she prayed to die. But she doesn't die because she realizes suicide isn't the answer.. So she prayed for forgiveness. And the police find her and take her back to the asylum. She attempts suicide again and dies. She wants to be forgiven for killing herself so she can escape the nightmare. But she still isn't answered and not safe.