In my opinion, she is saying to God that she loves him/her more than anything else even tho he/she allows such awful things to happen. Or she is singing to God that she can never love him/her no matter how many miracles he/she performs; because such awful things are allowed to happen.
In my opinion, she is saying to God that she loves him/her more than anything else even tho he/she allows such awful things to happen. Or she is singing to God that she can never love him/her no matter how many miracles he/she performs; because such awful things are allowed to happen.
Or, I could just be full of crap :)~