Life being what it is Lyrics

Lyric discussion by juan pablopi 

Cover art for Life being what it is lyrics by Kaki King

"if you turn it on you'd find, I've written you a thousand times" I think maybe is dedicated to the person she used to be, she tells:

"I stared straight into the sun, something to concentrate on" I think this means she had an experience that make her learn something and change her.

"if I see you in my mind, I'll say to you It's not your fault" Maybe when she remember how she used to be, she forgives herself.

My Interpretation