Sounds like some sort of internal psychological fear. The important thing to me is why they chose "unavoidable sun", specifically "sun". My guess is that the sun is unfathomably huge, bigger than one can fathom because it is among the biggest tangible thing people really acknowledge that affect them in some way. If you want, go look up how big it is - chances are it's bigger than you think.
Unavoidable sun thus probably means something that's coming, and it's impossibly huge, important, or tragic.
To me, it sounds like some sort of extremely massive event has happened as a result of the speaker's actions, which he had to do, or was persuaded into.
Perhaps it's something about teen pregnancy - the speaker is "judged" by this life-changing event. Teen pregnancy can shatter one's life, so to the speaker a pregnancy would be like a death sentence. He doesn't remember a thing - when he was doing the task, I guess we was focused on the deed itself, or perhaps that's his internal voice talking to him as some sort of excuse mechanism. She's won - she's blamed it all on him because it is his fault, and he can do nothing but accept it. The unavoidable sun.
In the end, this is just one possible scenario. I think any scenario that involves something tragically life-changing which cannot be stopped and is a result of the speaker is valid. For example, a drunk driving approach works too.
Sounds like some sort of internal psychological fear. The important thing to me is why they chose "unavoidable sun", specifically "sun". My guess is that the sun is unfathomably huge, bigger than one can fathom because it is among the biggest tangible thing people really acknowledge that affect them in some way. If you want, go look up how big it is - chances are it's bigger than you think. Unavoidable sun thus probably means something that's coming, and it's impossibly huge, important, or tragic. To me, it sounds like some sort of extremely massive event has happened as a result of the speaker's actions, which he had to do, or was persuaded into. Perhaps it's something about teen pregnancy - the speaker is "judged" by this life-changing event. Teen pregnancy can shatter one's life, so to the speaker a pregnancy would be like a death sentence. He doesn't remember a thing - when he was doing the task, I guess we was focused on the deed itself, or perhaps that's his internal voice talking to him as some sort of excuse mechanism. She's won - she's blamed it all on him because it is his fault, and he can do nothing but accept it. The unavoidable sun.
In the end, this is just one possible scenario. I think any scenario that involves something tragically life-changing which cannot be stopped and is a result of the speaker is valid. For example, a drunk driving approach works too.