It's tough, strongly believing in something for so long, then being confronted with strong evidence against your beliefs. Generally, that's how I feel about this. Having people you look up to, eating up every word they say.. but one day, or through the course of weeks, months, years even.. you realize it was all for nothing.
Personally, it reminds me of how I was a "Neo-Conservative", Warhawk, Big Government Statist, politically and philosophically.. then several events made me reconsider.. it bugged me at first, but I consumed alternatives.. I'm happy to say I'm currently standing and holding steady.
It's tough, strongly believing in something for so long, then being confronted with strong evidence against your beliefs. Generally, that's how I feel about this. Having people you look up to, eating up every word they say.. but one day, or through the course of weeks, months, years even.. you realize it was all for nothing.
Personally, it reminds me of how I was a "Neo-Conservative", Warhawk, Big Government Statist, politically and philosophically.. then several events made me reconsider.. it bugged me at first, but I consumed alternatives.. I'm happy to say I'm currently standing and holding steady.