I've felt this way so often.
You want to text or call him, maybe even ask questions and whenever you want to, you can't and when you don't, you almost do. It's really tricky ... the only way to describe the feeling is to feel completely helpless of a situation. So many questions pop up in your head like "Will he reply?" "Is it worth it?" "What's the point?" "I wonder what he's up to" "If I don't, nothing will happen but what if I do?".
I've felt this way so often. You want to text or call him, maybe even ask questions and whenever you want to, you can't and when you don't, you almost do. It's really tricky ... the only way to describe the feeling is to feel completely helpless of a situation. So many questions pop up in your head like "Will he reply?" "Is it worth it?" "What's the point?" "I wonder what he's up to" "If I don't, nothing will happen but what if I do?".