Well I think this song is about how he feels. he said "...it all started when I lost my mother. no love for my self and no love for another.." that says that his mother must of been someone who should him the good in life and kept the bad away and when she died for whatever everything hit him like a slap to the face. his life probably started to go from bad to worse to pure hell. then he probably felt like everyone was ignoring his pain and felt like "...would it be wrong or right if I took my life tonight chances are that I'm right.."
Well I think this song is about how he feels. he said "...it all started when I lost my mother. no love for my self and no love for another.." that says that his mother must of been someone who should him the good in life and kept the bad away and when she died for whatever everything hit him like a slap to the face. his life probably started to go from bad to worse to pure hell. then he probably felt like everyone was ignoring his pain and felt like "...would it be wrong or right if I took my life tonight chances are that I'm right.."