Something That I Never Had Lyrics

Lyric discussion by lovefoever 

Cover art for Something That I Never Had lyrics by Lindsay Lohan

This song describes me perfectly. I had fallen in love for the 3rd time in my life. He is 5 years and 3 and half months older than me. He made me feel so special. I remember when I first met him. We were at work together. It was the happiest moment in my life when I found out he liked me back. He told me on our first date that we just both got lucky. He told me he was falling in love with me. I let him in willingly, thinking he would stay. He told me I was everything he ever wanted and that he wouldn't let me go. Difference between him and me..I'm a virgin and he had had sex with 7 other girls before me. Now I know it turned out I was too innocent for him. One night, he had gotten drunk while he was dating me and had sex with this girl. He broke up with me the next day. I didn't find out about this other girl until a month later. They are dating now, and when I found out I cried and I wanted to scream and throw things against the wall. Then, I listened to this song and it describes how I feel. Did he mean what he said? Or was he using me the whole time? I constantly dream of a different ending and what hurts the most is, I know even if one day he does come back, I can never take him back.