I got this clot that says >That I can't do a thing, A blood clot in the brain that has resulted in a paralyzing stroke, for example. >And it kills me that >What I love I can't do, >It kills me. >Is smashed up, >My life is smashed up, Lamentation of the fact that a debilitating disability prevents one from living like a "normal" person, and feeling as if one's life has been destroyed by the condition. >And I know it's right, >And I feel it's time to kill. Belief and even certainty that it would be right to end one's life under these conditions. Belief that dying is preferable to suffering for life. >I'm in panic 'cause I can't breathe... Imagine being unable to breathe by yourself, unable to even more your body, relying on a machine to pump your lungs to keep you alive. Of course that is panic inducing.">
Seems to be a song about a paraplegic (or someone of that nature) who wants to kill himself or be euthanized. Not exactly a pleasant thought... And I'm sure a lot of people wouldn't agree with this "message," but I think the more important thing is to realize the extreme distress a person in that situation would feel.