It sounds as it was about depression and envy to people wich are just happy "by default"
Must be something they're hiding
Must be reasons that no one will dare to tell
(He doesn't understand how people is happy)
Must be something inside me
But I don't think so anymore
(There's was a time he tought he was special for being different (sad) but now he realized he isn't, he's just depressed)
It's hurting again now
And I don't need friends when I have foes like you
(He doesn't want friends because no one would understand him)
It's hurting again now
It's killing me to be here all alone
Go away
It's all the same
There's more for me
As the world falls away, and I can't find a reason
As the world turns to grey
It's killing me unwillingly and I am just the same as you
(It's pretty obvious metaphore for the symtoms of depression)
Must be something confided
Must be someway to feel the pain and heal again
(The same, he doesn't understand how everyone is happy)
Pain and pleasure, inviting
I don't think so anymore
(Pain and pleasure means life, he can just go and live, but he doesn't care anymore)
It's hurting again now
And I don't need pills
When I have drugs like you
(He's addicted to sadness (yes, that can happend))
I'm just like you, just not a fool
I'm just like you, just not as cool
I'm just like you, just not a fool
I'm just like you....
(He's just like everyone else so he doesn't understand why he can't be happy and think it may be because he's too smart and not "cool")
It sounds as it was about depression and envy to people wich are just happy "by default"
Must be something they're hiding Must be reasons that no one will dare to tell (He doesn't understand how people is happy) Must be something inside me But I don't think so anymore (There's was a time he tought he was special for being different (sad) but now he realized he isn't, he's just depressed) It's hurting again now And I don't need friends when I have foes like you (He doesn't want friends because no one would understand him) It's hurting again now It's killing me to be here all alone Go away It's all the same There's more for me
As the world falls away, and I can't find a reason As the world turns to grey It's killing me unwillingly and I am just the same as you (It's pretty obvious metaphore for the symtoms of depression)
Must be something confided Must be someway to feel the pain and heal again (The same, he doesn't understand how everyone is happy) Pain and pleasure, inviting I don't think so anymore (Pain and pleasure means life, he can just go and live, but he doesn't care anymore) It's hurting again now And I don't need pills When I have drugs like you (He's addicted to sadness (yes, that can happend))
I'm just like you, just not a fool I'm just like you, just not as cool I'm just like you, just not a fool I'm just like you.... (He's just like everyone else so he doesn't understand why he can't be happy and think it may be because he's too smart and not "cool")
So, yep I related to this a lot in high school