It's about contemplating whether or not to put yourself out there to try making new friends because you are alone but at the same time being repulsed by the idea because you are afraid of failing. You are shy and to yourself outwardly but your personality burst internally. You wonder whether it's worth it because you're so good at being invisible. I love the way she describes being an inward person as being "Inside the outsider" because that's exactly how it is.
It's about contemplating whether or not to put yourself out there to try making new friends because you are alone but at the same time being repulsed by the idea because you are afraid of failing. You are shy and to yourself outwardly but your personality burst internally. You wonder whether it's worth it because you're so good at being invisible. I love the way she describes being an inward person as being "Inside the outsider" because that's exactly how it is.