The start of the last verse sounds like it says this to me:
"Why do I keep holding on to suffering?
Heads gone on now, walls, my thoughts are stumbling,
this party is over now, it isn't happening.
The wind in the sails could tell I'm only recovering."
The start of the last verse sounds like it says this to me:
"Why do I keep holding on to suffering? Heads gone on now, walls, my thoughts are stumbling, this party is over now, it isn't happening. The wind in the sails could tell I'm only recovering."