This seems to be about an insecure person that finally felt his life going the right direction then he finds the person he cares most about after they commit suicide. (finding you is the wost thing that i've seen, like me in the best shape i been)
He is now crestfallen and contemplates what to do with himself - he considers joining them, but instead decides to bury his pain and deal with it later... a sort of selfish and cowardly way to handle things, but it was "good enough for you".
He's sorry... because they were in so much pain, because he couldn't help, because he's so insecure, because he's a coward...
My interpretation of the song:
This seems to be about an insecure person that finally felt his life going the right direction then he finds the person he cares most about after they commit suicide. (finding you is the wost thing that i've seen, like me in the best shape i been)
He is now crestfallen and contemplates what to do with himself - he considers joining them, but instead decides to bury his pain and deal with it later... a sort of selfish and cowardly way to handle things, but it was "good enough for you".
He's sorry... because they were in so much pain, because he couldn't help, because he's so insecure, because he's a coward...