"i've had trouble conceiving" is definitely "concealing."
also you're missing a part:
"gay thoughts again, they fill with every drink
gay thoughts again, consuming everything
gay thoughts are mine, but they dont feel like me
these thoughts are so bloody, i dont wanna be"
"i've had trouble conceiving" is definitely "concealing."
also you're missing a part:
"gay thoughts again, they fill with every drink gay thoughts again, consuming everything gay thoughts are mine, but they dont feel like me these thoughts are so bloody, i dont wanna be"