-You told me that your 20 years have gone by much to fast
He's been engaging in activities that do not gain him any sense of progress as time flashes by.
-And you've been hoping this year will be better than the last
Although he enjoys engaging in immediately gratifying activities, he sees that they do not sustain any real sense of accomplishment. Subsequently he hopes a new time period (could be a new year, new school year, new job, anything) will yield better results. But because he doesn't actively change anything about his lifestyle, he does not improve.
-You said you've been waging a war against the loneliest of nights
The activities he pursues on a daily basis are so vapid that at the end of the day he feels he has gotten nothing done and fruitlessly hopes he will complete the tasks tomorrow.
-With the strongest drinks and longest lines, it's not that big of a surprise that you're feeling more dead than alive.
Any self-gratifying binge that he engages in always yields him feeling unaccomplished and worthless.
-You're feeling more dead than alive.
Emphasizes the worthless that he is feeling and how it's the only thing that seems real to him.
-So I'll let you know if you need somewhere to go
It is the man's minuscule quantity of motivation that is looking upon his past mistakes and internally voicing to him that he can always depend on the better part of himself whenever he needs.
-I'll be listening when you call
If the man calls upon his internal goodness it will be there for him and guide him through any situation in which he faces doubt, insecurity, or intimidation.
-And I'll be there if you fall off
The man's motivation will pick him back up if he deviates into a fruitless binge instead of pursuing his real goals.
-If you need someone to believe in you I'll let you know I will
The man's last bit of motivation is reassuring him that "this too will pass" and that he can depend on the best qualities of himself to pick him back up so that he can continue down the road to making a positive difference.
-You said the hold in your head has gotten bigger than the hole that's in your chest
He feels his intelligence has taken even more a toll on him than his goals. Which is really not true; he's just reflecting on all of the negative things about him that he wants to change.
-And you're stuck between the past and present tense
He is intent on actually starting to make a positive difference but he wastes time dwelling on his fruitless and unfortunate past.
-Said you've been waging a war against so many years of lies
The lies pertain to specifically ones that would guide his past lifestyle. He relied solely on these lies and now has to make up for it by becoming emotionally independent.
-With stronger drinks and longer lines, it's not that big of a surprise that you're feeling more dead than alive.
He continues to binge and binge and binge but this he has had enough.
-You're feeling more dead than alive.
A wave of realization sweeps over him and he finally understands what he must do to change his ways. He will not feel "more dead than alive" once more.
-But sometimes you've gotta let it go
He has to let go of his past; fruitless habits yielding lonely nights, frequent binges, letting his urges get the better of his intelligence and block his goals
-So this pen is starting to become a pipe bomb
Whenever he writes down his feelings in a prosy style his habits implode and he can clearly see his faults. Although writing down his feelings helps him feel better, he does it so frequently that he begins to feel that although they are inspirational, they are also getting in the way of his goals and he should start pursuing his goals now that he's figured them out.
-And these songs have turned to anthems again to everything that's changed and to everything that's gone away
He sees now that his songs are odes to the fruitless practices that he doesn't want to engage in anymore.
-Here are my condolences to the future I never met
~The climax in the song~ He is making an official goodbye to a future he could have continued pursuing without purpose, but he is glad to say he is making his future and reality, and is working on his goals now.
-It's gone and never coming back
His past persons are not what defines him today and so he won't look to them anymore because he has his goals to focus on.
-It's never coming back
His past self will not reoccur in his future endeavors because he is purposely doing everything in his power to avoid it.
-So don't hold onto your past
There is no point in holding on to a past that doesn't define you in reality.
-You've gotta let it go
Your past is not a part of you anymore so let it fly into the wind and behind you.
-Cause friends leave as times fades away
Do not look to people for dependance because they won't always be there for you, literally!
-The people and the places along the way
Talk to people only for experiences and fun; not for improving yourself.
-Without a doubt
His internal voice is reassuring him of the possibilities his pursuit of his goals yields if he follows his own path and not anyone else's.
-Screws fall in and screws they fall out
Screws can be both screwed in and screwed out; nothing about your personality is absolutely perfect if you can learn how to unscrew it from yourself and keep the screws that are important to who you are and the goals you want to achieve in.
-Tomorrow's gone up in smoke
He used to feel that there is absolutely no way to know what can occur tomorrow (but now he understands that tomorrow can be planned).
-And I wonder when I'm alone
he would wallow around in his misery which would obviously be rather fruitless and not contributing to his pursuits.
-Where did my convictions go?
He feels that he used to have a purpose but that purpose came from people telling him what to do. All of his screws have fallen out and he is desperate to find new one's to put in. This is the step of admittance.
-So to everyone that's gone away or fades away or stays the same
Anyone who has left him purposefully, got lost in their own lives, or continued being involved in his personal matters he is officially unscrewing from his woodpile (brain_) and getting rid of his memories with them.
-Here are my apologies to the person that I used to be
He is contritely apologizing for exploiting (to the point of self-destruction_ his capacity for enjoyment, his loss of time, and his lack of positive results.
-Before I burned down every bridge and every inch of everything I used to know
He desperately burned down and disconnected himself from every last inch of his previous life-style because he knew that they wouldn't contribute to a sense of fulfillment.
-I gotta let it go
Because his previous lifestyle was so empty and vapid, he is (in a simple irony) letting go of it because there is nothing actually there for him.
-Friends leave as time fades away
He understands that natural course of friendships and how it isn't good to be dependent on one because it is prone to not working out.
-The people and the places along the way
He now looks forward to people and places as simply experiences to supplement his ultimate goal.
-So don't hold onto your past
From now on he won't dwell on his past experiences that just happened because now he has to make sure he fulfills his priorities on purpose.
-No, it's never coming back
He really sees no reason to look to his past again because there is nothing there for him.
-You've gotta let it go
He's let go of his past and won't rely on it ever again.
-You told me that your 20 years have gone by much to fast He's been engaging in activities that do not gain him any sense of progress as time flashes by.
-And you've been hoping this year will be better than the last Although he enjoys engaging in immediately gratifying activities, he sees that they do not sustain any real sense of accomplishment. Subsequently he hopes a new time period (could be a new year, new school year, new job, anything) will yield better results. But because he doesn't actively change anything about his lifestyle, he does not improve.
-You said you've been waging a war against the loneliest of nights The activities he pursues on a daily basis are so vapid that at the end of the day he feels he has gotten nothing done and fruitlessly hopes he will complete the tasks tomorrow.
-With the strongest drinks and longest lines, it's not that big of a surprise that you're feeling more dead than alive. Any self-gratifying binge that he engages in always yields him feeling unaccomplished and worthless.
-You're feeling more dead than alive. Emphasizes the worthless that he is feeling and how it's the only thing that seems real to him.
-So I'll let you know if you need somewhere to go It is the man's minuscule quantity of motivation that is looking upon his past mistakes and internally voicing to him that he can always depend on the better part of himself whenever he needs.
-I'll be listening when you call If the man calls upon his internal goodness it will be there for him and guide him through any situation in which he faces doubt, insecurity, or intimidation.
-And I'll be there if you fall off The man's motivation will pick him back up if he deviates into a fruitless binge instead of pursuing his real goals.
-If you need someone to believe in you I'll let you know I will The man's last bit of motivation is reassuring him that "this too will pass" and that he can depend on the best qualities of himself to pick him back up so that he can continue down the road to making a positive difference.
-You said the hold in your head has gotten bigger than the hole that's in your chest He feels his intelligence has taken even more a toll on him than his goals. Which is really not true; he's just reflecting on all of the negative things about him that he wants to change.
-And you're stuck between the past and present tense He is intent on actually starting to make a positive difference but he wastes time dwelling on his fruitless and unfortunate past.
-Said you've been waging a war against so many years of lies The lies pertain to specifically ones that would guide his past lifestyle. He relied solely on these lies and now has to make up for it by becoming emotionally independent.
-With stronger drinks and longer lines, it's not that big of a surprise that you're feeling more dead than alive. He continues to binge and binge and binge but this he has had enough.
-You're feeling more dead than alive. A wave of realization sweeps over him and he finally understands what he must do to change his ways. He will not feel "more dead than alive" once more.
-But sometimes you've gotta let it go He has to let go of his past; fruitless habits yielding lonely nights, frequent binges, letting his urges get the better of his intelligence and block his goals
-So this pen is starting to become a pipe bomb Whenever he writes down his feelings in a prosy style his habits implode and he can clearly see his faults. Although writing down his feelings helps him feel better, he does it so frequently that he begins to feel that although they are inspirational, they are also getting in the way of his goals and he should start pursuing his goals now that he's figured them out.
-And these songs have turned to anthems again to everything that's changed and to everything that's gone away He sees now that his songs are odes to the fruitless practices that he doesn't want to engage in anymore.
-Here are my condolences to the future I never met ~The climax in the song~ He is making an official goodbye to a future he could have continued pursuing without purpose, but he is glad to say he is making his future and reality, and is working on his goals now.
-It's gone and never coming back His past persons are not what defines him today and so he won't look to them anymore because he has his goals to focus on.
-It's never coming back His past self will not reoccur in his future endeavors because he is purposely doing everything in his power to avoid it.
-So don't hold onto your past There is no point in holding on to a past that doesn't define you in reality.
-You've gotta let it go Your past is not a part of you anymore so let it fly into the wind and behind you.
-Cause friends leave as times fades away Do not look to people for dependance because they won't always be there for you, literally!
-The people and the places along the way Talk to people only for experiences and fun; not for improving yourself.
-Without a doubt His internal voice is reassuring him of the possibilities his pursuit of his goals yields if he follows his own path and not anyone else's.
-Screws fall in and screws they fall out Screws can be both screwed in and screwed out; nothing about your personality is absolutely perfect if you can learn how to unscrew it from yourself and keep the screws that are important to who you are and the goals you want to achieve in.
-Tomorrow's gone up in smoke He used to feel that there is absolutely no way to know what can occur tomorrow (but now he understands that tomorrow can be planned).
-And I wonder when I'm alone he would wallow around in his misery which would obviously be rather fruitless and not contributing to his pursuits.
-Where did my convictions go? He feels that he used to have a purpose but that purpose came from people telling him what to do. All of his screws have fallen out and he is desperate to find new one's to put in. This is the step of admittance.
-So to everyone that's gone away or fades away or stays the same Anyone who has left him purposefully, got lost in their own lives, or continued being involved in his personal matters he is officially unscrewing from his woodpile (brain_) and getting rid of his memories with them.
-Here are my apologies to the person that I used to be He is contritely apologizing for exploiting (to the point of self-destruction_ his capacity for enjoyment, his loss of time, and his lack of positive results.
-Before I burned down every bridge and every inch of everything I used to know He desperately burned down and disconnected himself from every last inch of his previous life-style because he knew that they wouldn't contribute to a sense of fulfillment.
-I gotta let it go Because his previous lifestyle was so empty and vapid, he is (in a simple irony) letting go of it because there is nothing actually there for him.
-Friends leave as time fades away He understands that natural course of friendships and how it isn't good to be dependent on one because it is prone to not working out.
-The people and the places along the way He now looks forward to people and places as simply experiences to supplement his ultimate goal.
-So don't hold onto your past From now on he won't dwell on his past experiences that just happened because now he has to make sure he fulfills his priorities on purpose.
-No, it's never coming back He really sees no reason to look to his past again because there is nothing there for him.
-You've gotta let it go He's let go of his past and won't rely on it ever again.