The songs seems to be about fighting off an addiction.....he welcomes it in....his thoughts become undisciplined and he slips away...........in the second verse he sees his partner and sees what his addiction is doing to others.......he then questions himself and his life.....and in the last verse he either give up his addiction and finds real joy or falls back into it "one more time" and makes himself believe that the joy he's feeling is real.
The songs seems to be about fighting off an addiction.....he welcomes it in....his thoughts become undisciplined and he slips away...........in the second verse he sees his partner and sees what his addiction is doing to others.......he then questions himself and his life.....and in the last verse he either give up his addiction and finds real joy or falls back into it "one more time" and makes himself believe that the joy he's feeling is real.