For me, this is about the same friend that "Another Place to Fall" is about. She did change every day, I was never sure how she was going to treat me from one day to the next. We'd be really close and then it was like we didn't know each other. It was really a toxic relationship.
But. I loved her. Really I did. And I was in denial for a long time about how bad a friendship it was. I always heard "I'm governed by difficulty" as "I'm loving my difficulty" because that's how it was.
For me, this is about the same friend that "Another Place to Fall" is about. She did change every day, I was never sure how she was going to treat me from one day to the next. We'd be really close and then it was like we didn't know each other. It was really a toxic relationship. But. I loved her. Really I did. And I was in denial for a long time about how bad a friendship it was. I always heard "I'm governed by difficulty" as "I'm loving my difficulty" because that's how it was.