Lyric discussion by bchop 

My grandmother worte this song....Not long after she found she had lung cancer she finished it rite in time b4 she was to bad to do anything and she brought it somewhere to see if she can get and artits to make it happen and they said ok but would never ever do aything with it but kept tell her it takes alot of time to get started but they were deffnently going to do it. Yep she died before they did it and rite after they made song never once said that the SONG was written by her sad but true so i can tell extally what the song is saying;;;;;;give me release witness me i am outside give me peace she is askin god to release her from her sick body and witnenesss her meaning judge me cuz she belives in jesus !!! give me peace and to her heaven hold a since of wonders but she wanted to beleave that shed get caught meaning she will know instead of wonder when the rAGE IN HER SUBSIDEs.. Rage meaning pain very bad pain.. Passion chokes the flower till she cries know poseess all the beauty inside and still hungrey for more passion here mean how she loved them cigretts and chked her till she cryed no more meaning til it killed her posses all the beauty means all the beauty of beautiful hevaen it now possesing her and she hungery for more cuz it so goood i cant l help longin and i cant keep it all in if you dont let me meaning she can wiat anymore now ready to go to heaven she cant hold it all in meaing everything he just possesd her with if he dont let her meaing if ytou dont let me go to heavn and everythindg about the wite wave the slince and sinkinis means means that god has let her in and she is on her way have you ever haerd of people who come close to die they see white light most of them say that whats she saying she see gods he silent he brething now she know shes and heaven so she screams i am freee hope you can understand sorry dont have much edgcation but i did my best

I would just like to say I was introduced to this song about 6 years ago, didn't know all of the words & just wanted to look them up. This song has always moved me & it does even more so now. My grandmother (that I was very close to) passed in 1990 & it still hurts & it was due to Lung Cancer as well....it is more loved than before. :)

I think this totally matches with what she is singing about.

@bchop I only signed up to this site to comment on my opinion of the meaning. I always felt it was about somebody considering considering suicide and it had been discussed a number of times with friends as a misunderstood song.

Thanks you so much for commenting. I never expected to find a explanation. Your grandmothers words have touched many and her legacy will go on.

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