Lyric discussion by gloriaandchristian19 

Terrified of what I'd be As a kid from what I've seen Every single day when people shock And put the pieces back together Just to smash them down Turn my headphones up real loud I think I need them now 'Cause you suck the noise out

I think this part refers to gerard and living in jersey and people that bullied him but when he started the band and found lyn-z he didnt need to be scared of what he will become anymore