to me really this song matters to the listener. it is about Maika's dad committing suicide. bcuz when it said the first line "one troubled night/one cold night/how come the night wasnt trouble enough for him" tht probably means tht something happen the night before his dad committed suicide tht kinda made Maika feel sad or something like tht. "he could'nt ask for a better understanding of how, what goes around comes back around twice as fast" his sister died then his dad committed suicide. death came around twice as fast and being tht young Maika didnt get why."he's got no hope for a cure so he'll put himself to sleep" Maika was grew up and it probably "killed" him think of his dad. and then the chorus part, to maika not a lot of people probably got affected as much as he did during the suicide.
and then the second part where it says "she"
"she always hoped for him to take her word for word" its probably talking about the relationship between his mother and father
"never knew what it felt like feeling this unsure" maika's mother probably didnt know what to do after it
"she has her eyes on the time, but there's no use waiting there for him" maika's mother probably let her life pass by for a while being sad about their loss
to me really this song matters to the listener. it is about Maika's dad committing suicide. bcuz when it said the first line "one troubled night/one cold night/how come the night wasnt trouble enough for him" tht probably means tht something happen the night before his dad committed suicide tht kinda made Maika feel sad or something like tht. "he could'nt ask for a better understanding of how, what goes around comes back around twice as fast" his sister died then his dad committed suicide. death came around twice as fast and being tht young Maika didnt get why."he's got no hope for a cure so he'll put himself to sleep" Maika was grew up and it probably "killed" him think of his dad. and then the chorus part, to maika not a lot of people probably got affected as much as he did during the suicide.
and then the second part where it says "she"
"she always hoped for him to take her word for word" its probably talking about the relationship between his mother and father
"never knew what it felt like feeling this unsure" maika's mother probably didnt know what to do after it
"she has her eyes on the time, but there's no use waiting there for him" maika's mother probably let her life pass by for a while being sad about their loss
thts how i think it relates to the suicide