I know this is late, but it's relevant to a situation, so that is probably the only reason i'm even hearing it like this.
It kinda sounds like he's putting himself in a risky situation. I'm guessing he's talking the version of Russian Roulette where everyone points the gun at a different persons head, and maybe he's saying that he's with someone else, and it is risky, because he shouldn't be there because he almost knows something will happen that will hurt the person he cares about "Juliet"..Just a suggestion.
I know this is late, but it's relevant to a situation, so that is probably the only reason i'm even hearing it like this. It kinda sounds like he's putting himself in a risky situation. I'm guessing he's talking the version of Russian Roulette where everyone points the gun at a different persons head, and maybe he's saying that he's with someone else, and it is risky, because he shouldn't be there because he almost knows something will happen that will hurt the person he cares about "Juliet"..Just a suggestion.