"I don't wanna get lost on your screen except for when it's hit by a big sunbeam".
I could be wrong but to me, it feels like she's talking about the common insecurity that people have where you want people to see you as a certain image that isn't quite you, but something you think will please people enough to accept you and keep their attention on you. But when that "big sun beam" hits, as in when the lights come on, people will be able to see details you probably don't want them to.
"I don't wanna get lost on your screen except for when it's hit by a big sunbeam".
I could be wrong but to me, it feels like she's talking about the common insecurity that people have where you want people to see you as a certain image that isn't quite you, but something you think will please people enough to accept you and keep their attention on you. But when that "big sun beam" hits, as in when the lights come on, people will be able to see details you probably don't want them to.