Foreword: Long comment, but please take your time, it was very powerful for me.
I'm speechless. This song feels like it's written about my present situation.
Verse 1
tells about a normal person, whose life seems to be on track. All's well. But suddenly he figures out that he has messed up badly in every aspect of life. Now his path feels blood-stained, it's something he's never been into before (I don't belong here, I never saw this on the path). He didn't see it coming. He didn't see the backlash when the tide began to rise.
Chorus
tells about a dark, infernal place. For me, it's something concerning secrets and regrets and stuff I feel I've failed in. Things I'd want to change. Maybe getting disappointed by other people. Also I had my first panic attack ever today (yes, I'm male, 18yrs). For someone else that infernal place could be anything, but something he somehow can't get over with (I won't stop feeding the pain etc).
Verse 2
is much like verse 1, he seems lost in his new situation (stuck between the guilty and the insincere), drowning in the tide. He feels so much guilt (I should have know this), he should've fixed it on the backlash (but he didn't see it). He's desperate to do anything to get out (I'd die to kill this noise in my head).
Part 3
made me cry. It escalates all my feelings. If this is all the love my spirit can give - Why cant I do any better, maybe show some love and forgiveness? Maybe get rid of the hatred, guilt, bitterness and self-pity. I HAVE failed. We all have. It just might take a long way to find out how lost you've been. Even I being a christian from my birth realized I've gone too far on my own. Now I bow down to God and give up everything. I can't do it on my own.
If this is all the love my spirit can give... JUST TAKE IT BACK TONIGHT, THERE IS NOT A REASON MORE TO LIVE ... Can't do it on my own. God must take my spirit and guide it. And he will. If I ask for it.
P.S. I told this from my aspect. Everyone has their own problems (everyone has some), the meaning of this song may be different for you. But this did touch me. A lot.
Foreword: Long comment, but please take your time, it was very powerful for me.
I'm speechless. This song feels like it's written about my present situation.
Verse 1 tells about a normal person, whose life seems to be on track. All's well. But suddenly he figures out that he has messed up badly in every aspect of life. Now his path feels blood-stained, it's something he's never been into before (I don't belong here, I never saw this on the path). He didn't see it coming. He didn't see the backlash when the tide began to rise.
Chorus tells about a dark, infernal place. For me, it's something concerning secrets and regrets and stuff I feel I've failed in. Things I'd want to change. Maybe getting disappointed by other people. Also I had my first panic attack ever today (yes, I'm male, 18yrs). For someone else that infernal place could be anything, but something he somehow can't get over with (I won't stop feeding the pain etc).
Verse 2 is much like verse 1, he seems lost in his new situation (stuck between the guilty and the insincere), drowning in the tide. He feels so much guilt (I should have know this), he should've fixed it on the backlash (but he didn't see it). He's desperate to do anything to get out (I'd die to kill this noise in my head).
Part 3 made me cry. It escalates all my feelings. If this is all the love my spirit can give - Why cant I do any better, maybe show some love and forgiveness? Maybe get rid of the hatred, guilt, bitterness and self-pity. I HAVE failed. We all have. It just might take a long way to find out how lost you've been. Even I being a christian from my birth realized I've gone too far on my own. Now I bow down to God and give up everything. I can't do it on my own. If this is all the love my spirit can give... JUST TAKE IT BACK TONIGHT, THERE IS NOT A REASON MORE TO LIVE ... Can't do it on my own. God must take my spirit and guide it. And he will. If I ask for it.
P.S. I told this from my aspect. Everyone has their own problems (everyone has some), the meaning of this song may be different for you. But this did touch me. A lot.