My ex-boyfriend just called me to tell me that I should listen to this song. I too pulled it up on YouTube immediately and gave it a good listening.
Long story short version? We've gone through this love/hate cycle ever since breaking it off officially late October 2011 where it's like we couldn't stay friends for longer than 2 weeks at a time, and that's just the real short of it. I guess I gave him a hard time because I had the stronger feelings (I know I was wrong to do this but at the time I just couldn't stop myself)...Even tho that mental character doesn't seem to exist or show up anymore, he still seems afraid so he pushes me away as soon as we go past day 14. Soo I strongly suggested that we don't stay in contact at all anymore and just kill this shitful cycle we put each other through over and over again...I explained that it hurt me and his zero margin for any error on my part of our friendship just meant he expected the worst from me and hoped for me to fail him. It took a missed call from him to me for a fight to break and that was too much pressure for me...if it wasn't that it was just that I in-differenced the shit out of him!
So we shared hateful parting words and even that stuck for 2 weeks (as usual)....but we've been hanging out again lately and he's inviting me to his gigs (PDA was never his thing), staying at my home during the week on his days off from work...and after a 4 day sleep over he's sent me THIS SONG to listen too on his first night away from me too!...
I'm not one to ever go backwards so many time fkn times and I've expressed that I feel that we can't ever forget where we came from... He's THAT GUY in my life...The unattainable one that I continue to crush on no matter what! Yeah so I'm confused about the songs meaning....
Would you say that he was speaking to me OR is he trying to tell me that he thinks that I'm still the same peanut who is just addicted to him and the passion of the cycle? lol
Anyone? I tend to over-analyse everything and fuck being nice to me lol because I hate the naive side I tend to dream into.
P.S: Last year's song was 'I hate everything about you - by 3DG' ... I totally agreed it was a symbol of us
BUT THIS ONE HAS ME STUMPED!
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HIS NEW TEXT READS: "You look Amy Lee in the official 'Broken' clip."
Great, now he's listening to BROKEN! I think I need a Psych Major....
My ex-boyfriend just called me to tell me that I should listen to this song. I too pulled it up on YouTube immediately and gave it a good listening.
Long story short version? We've gone through this love/hate cycle ever since breaking it off officially late October 2011 where it's like we couldn't stay friends for longer than 2 weeks at a time, and that's just the real short of it. I guess I gave him a hard time because I had the stronger feelings (I know I was wrong to do this but at the time I just couldn't stop myself)...Even tho that mental character doesn't seem to exist or show up anymore, he still seems afraid so he pushes me away as soon as we go past day 14. Soo I strongly suggested that we don't stay in contact at all anymore and just kill this shitful cycle we put each other through over and over again...I explained that it hurt me and his zero margin for any error on my part of our friendship just meant he expected the worst from me and hoped for me to fail him. It took a missed call from him to me for a fight to break and that was too much pressure for me...if it wasn't that it was just that I in-differenced the shit out of him!
So we shared hateful parting words and even that stuck for 2 weeks (as usual)....but we've been hanging out again lately and he's inviting me to his gigs (PDA was never his thing), staying at my home during the week on his days off from work...and after a 4 day sleep over he's sent me THIS SONG to listen too on his first night away from me too!...
I'm not one to ever go backwards so many time fkn times and I've expressed that I feel that we can't ever forget where we came from... He's THAT GUY in my life...The unattainable one that I continue to crush on no matter what! Yeah so I'm confused about the songs meaning....
Would you say that he was speaking to me OR is he trying to tell me that he thinks that I'm still the same peanut who is just addicted to him and the passion of the cycle? lol
Anyone? I tend to over-analyse everything and fuck being nice to me lol because I hate the naive side I tend to dream into.
P.S: Last year's song was 'I hate everything about you - by 3DG' ... I totally agreed it was a symbol of us
BUT THIS ONE HAS ME STUMPED!
––––
HIS NEW TEXT READS: "You look Amy Lee in the official 'Broken' clip."
Great, now he's listening to BROKEN! I think I need a Psych Major....