Lyric discussion by satanaesinagoga 

Well, what I do know,is that this is track 13 on the album. In the ever amazing twelve step recovery program, it is often said the thirteenth step is relapse. Since the rest of the album deals with the twelve steps, logic would say that the song is about relapse. I'm guessing that this is the realization that the person is relapsing, but they really don't want to... not that you would want to, but you catch my drift.

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