I think this song is about the singer's uncontrollable fear of becoming attached to someone she has feelings for. The subject first asks her why she isn't in love, and then realizes that she's lost and lonely due to her inability to let herself love. She only dreams of the ways she can express her love, but can't overcome her fears of abandonment deep down and truly show him. She wakes up and realizes that because of her fears and turbulent feelings, the one she feared so much of loosing is gone, in a self-fulfilling prophecy.
I think this song is about the singer's uncontrollable fear of becoming attached to someone she has feelings for. The subject first asks her why she isn't in love, and then realizes that she's lost and lonely due to her inability to let herself love. She only dreams of the ways she can express her love, but can't overcome her fears of abandonment deep down and truly show him. She wakes up and realizes that because of her fears and turbulent feelings, the one she feared so much of loosing is gone, in a self-fulfilling prophecy.