I don't remember the first time
But I think I'll survive
Probably better not to try to wake up because it feeds it 'gain keeps it alive
There're specific things
That I have to do
Day to day just to keep it at bay
You wouldn't believe if you knew
(TOM: Oh no, this isn't real x2)
He doesn't know the secret
He is the best part
This is going to take me
Right back to the start
If I can keep it
If it set in mind
Wait until it sets
Come try a second time
I don't remember the first time,
But I think I'll survive
Probably better not to try to wake up because it feeds it 'gain keeps it alive
(TOM: Oh no, this isn't real)
(ALISSA: Yeah)
He doesn't know the secret
He is the best part
This is going to take me
Right back to the start
If I can keep it
If it set in mind
Wait until it sets
Come try it a second time
I can feel it move
Up into my head
It is in the room
Panic in my head
I feel it coming on
Taking over you
Oh please not tonight
There's nothing I can do
This is bigger than me
This is in my fear
This is pitiful
I just disappear
Swears are falling from me
Swallow up inside
?
would make this subside
I can barely handle
I can pass the time
Staring through the curtains
Up into the sky
Where there is no
Depth perception
Keep preoccupied
Self deception
Nobody recognizes
It doesn't have a name
My brother is infected
He's acting just the same
Screaming like a siren
Up and down the hall
He just wants to stop it
He wants to end it all
I am just a child
I am nothing more
Than the basic functions
I am running from
I could run a mile
My distortion
Everything is
Disproportioned
?
All is back again
Everything is closer
More is just the same
And I can hear it
It's rewind?
I will just forget this
'Til next time
I don't remember the first time But I think I'll survive Probably better not to try to wake up because it feeds it 'gain keeps it alive
There're specific things That I have to do Day to day just to keep it at bay You wouldn't believe if you knew
(TOM: Oh no, this isn't real x2)
He doesn't know the secret He is the best part This is going to take me Right back to the start If I can keep it If it set in mind Wait until it sets Come try a second time
I don't remember the first time, But I think I'll survive Probably better not to try to wake up because it feeds it 'gain keeps it alive
(TOM: Oh no, this isn't real) (ALISSA: Yeah)
He doesn't know the secret He is the best part This is going to take me Right back to the start If I can keep it If it set in mind Wait until it sets Come try it a second time
I can feel it move Up into my head It is in the room Panic in my head I feel it coming on Taking over you Oh please not tonight There's nothing I can do
This is bigger than me This is in my fear This is pitiful I just disappear Swears are falling from me Swallow up inside ? would make this subside
I can barely handle I can pass the time Staring through the curtains Up into the sky Where there is no Depth perception Keep preoccupied Self deception Nobody recognizes It doesn't have a name My brother is infected He's acting just the same Screaming like a siren Up and down the hall He just wants to stop it He wants to end it all
I am just a child I am nothing more Than the basic functions I am running from I could run a mile My distortion Everything is Disproportioned
? All is back again Everything is closer More is just the same And I can hear it It's rewind? I will just forget this 'Til next time